Blessing 14 of 52
Well. This year has turned out to be a doozie as well. I have started from ground zero in almost every area of my life. Finances, intimate partnerships, friendships and now my home. I was conflicted for weeks on where to go and what to do. I knew I had to be out of my house by April 8th or 9th as new tenants were moving in on April 15th. I didn’t want to leave my home, but that journey is for another time on a different day.
I wasn’t able to come to any peace on where to go next. Everyone kept asking me, “Where are you going to go? Do you have a plan”? The answer was no. I didn’t have a plan or know where I wanted to go. All I knew was, I have no income at the moment and had to be out of my home in a couple days. I had peace in God, knew that clarity would come and the decision on where to move would feel “right”. It was getting down to the wire, but I kept trusting. Trusting that I would be lead to the perfect place. As I’ve mentioned before, through the last couple years, I’ve built some major faith and trust muscles. I’m not scared to lose things anymore as what I’ve held onto with a tight grip has all slipped through my hands.
On April 3rd the clarity did come and, as I knew, the alignment all flowed from there. I found the perfect apartment and in a place that I actually have wanted to live for years. I feel so comfortable and happy here and it’s as if I’ve been living here a lifetime.